WEDDING PHOTOSHOOT

Good day..

My breakfast this morning. Cute eh? It's yummy.. ^_^

Just simply post the above beautiful photo before continue with a disgusting photo. LOL. Just ready your plastic to vomit or whatever.

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Are you ready?

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I know you are not ready. LOL.

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OK I know this is disgusting but I still posting it. :p

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Eeeeewwww...

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My sunburn from the last week photoshoot became like fungus on my shoulder skin. I personally hate it & I feel disgusting but that's one of the sacrisfy to have beautiful photos. LOL. Gitu lah kalo mo cantik. Actually like I said, weather was not hot at all, it's not like at the beach and we never expect that we will get sunburn.

Talking about the photoshoot, in my previous post talking about my own view on wedding. As I said I prefer to look for a individual photographer to shoot my outdoor wedding photos rather than choosing package from the studio or bridal shop. We had surveyed in few bridal shop who offers photoshoots package, today's price hitting more than RM4,000 per package including renting gowns, photoshoots, bridal car, make up, hair dresser, flowers ect. WTF price & I just feel like to start a bridal shop business too. Seems like most of today's couple really a good target & willing to spend so much money on a wedding.

Most of the married people including my friends & my own sis adviced me it's crazy, afterall the wedding photos only been viewed few times in the early of marriage and after that it's only collecting dust. I'm not sure how true was that, I've not gone through that yet, that was what I've been told but for some people opinion, saying that marriage is only once in a life time and will only gone through once. That's the only opportunity to be a 1 day princess, everything have to be beautiful but you know, normally only lady who were excited and arranged everything while the man were the one worrying about the bills. It's true, guys never keep in their mind what color of shirt to wear for their wedding.

Not planning to have wedding photo in the first place, but my family especially my mum suggested us to take some wedding photos at least hang up a frame of happy face on the wall where ever we stay later. Quite typical minded. ^_^ Whatever lah.. I actually excited for the outing, not the photo itself. We, actually it's me chose to go for an individual photographer. Here's are some of the pro & con after we have done till now.

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Most of the bridal shop offers RM4,000+ package while our individual photographer only offers us less than RM2,000, depends on what's our demand. Save us a lot.

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It's helping my own friend. We given them business, they get experience & they have 1 project to add into their own profile. They are really happy with this. We really tried to be flexible to them & never push them.

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It's more comfortable & fun shooting with people u know. We joking all along the way & do whatever disgusting action in front of our own friend. We are more like outing than done our shooting but we didn't notice that actually we had been shooted more than 500 times, while normal studio will only shoot 100 times & rush here and there.

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Of course the gown is limited. Bridal shop will allow u to change any numbers of gowns & accesories if shooting under them , & their package including make up & changing few hair style but as for me, I make up myself, did my own hair, no body set me up & because of outing photography session, I changed my dress only in the car. LOL. It's not easy but it's fun.

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We though that a cheap cost that we pay will only come out a normal photos but we actually surprised with the result. It's creative & different than the normal studio's photos. You know what I mean, when you go to a bridal shop, you saw the sample model photo. When you take their package, you get the photo as beautiful as the sample. But when your other friends go to the same studio, their photos almost the same like yours and the model sample too. At the end, every customer has the same photos. Don't you notice that?

We had been given a CD contains of 100+ of original photos file for us to choose only 40 from it. We really don't know how to choose & after filtered it, we still get 60+ photos that we like. xoxo.. Some of it are real funny. We shoot with beautiful flowers but didn't know why did our face look so irritating & angry with the flowers. LOL. Thanks for that copy of photo. Ok I know lot of people requested us to upload more photos, but this is the photographer rules:

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"IT STILL IN PROGRESS. DO NOT EVER UPLOAD & SHOW ANY PHOTOS TO OTHERS UNTIL EVERYTHING IS DONE."

So really sorry for the time being. It needs at least 3 more weeks for them to complete it then I can posted it. Someone has published 1 of the studio photo in fb and the photographer actually was not happy with that, because nobody had asked permission from us and also from the photographer himself. Forget about that, every1 had saw it & just let it be. As for the other photos, will only out after few more weeks.

COOK & FOOD

Today just wanna talk about cook & food, just for fun. xoxo.. I love food. I love cooking and eating but I don't know how to cook well & nice meal. Glad that I still know to cook simple meal and my man just love not more than that.

No I'm not going to show step by step how to cook this following meal, since this is not a special dish at all. I just want to show that I love this kind of life where we only able to do this out of the city & busy life.

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1st of all, we rear 'ayam kampung' and slaughter it.

Then, my sis planting mushroom.

Chopped it - Garlic, onion, chicken, musroom, ginger ect and cooked it.

Taddaaaaa...

What special & make me happy on this is, all the raw ingredient including the ginger been planted and reared by ourselve in my hometown.

xoxo.. I actually out of idea to blog out. I love to eat everything somehow I'm a health conscious person. I'm happy to cook if I able to get fresh raw ingredient. & just wanna say that, food can make me happy. I love & enjoy my life.. ^_^

GO GREEN

Just little update..

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Went for some photoshooting together with the cows last weekend, weather was not hot at all.

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but still.. amazingly I get my sunburn all over my shoulder and my back.

Wanna recomend a new nice place to stay & rest.. Dream World Resort, Kundasang, Ranau. ;) Nice new place, just opened last month. I didn't manage to take photo with my own camera but will upload some photos once I get it from the photographer later. The following photos just been copied from the Resort's facebook page.

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GO GREEN
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I went to a supermarket yesterday after work. Monday is 'No Plastic Bag' day in some supermarket but I was totally forgoten about it. If you really have no green bag, the supermarket still can give you plastic bag with extra RM0.20 charges. It's not because of the RM0.20, I really support the 'go green' campaign so I won't requested plastic. I'd corked up everything into my hand bag and feel funny with it. LOL.

OK yeah I know still there WAS plastics..

Just remember that, Monday is 'No Plastic Bag' day. Not only for Monday, actually it's good to practice it & ready green bag every single day. ;)

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Go green & love the nature..

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xoxo..

PERFECT

Saw this when I arrived office this morning.

Look at the key no. 9. Someone left footprint here! LOL. Oh which tokek was trying to use my computer before I came in? It might be log in to Mudah.com.my to promote itself for sale.

And the above photo taken from the conference room in our office too. LOL. A KELUAR sign on the wall which has no door to go out at all. :))

Cute & LMAO.

I BELIEVE

I believe in this.. I'm not sure about other people, but this works on me and I believe it.

If it faithed yours, then it will be yours.

My sis always say this. Of course in some things, we have to work hard and push ourself then we will get it. But in some cases, when a thing has faithed to be ours, we don't need to push & force but the things came to us beautifully. It happened to my sis past few years when she was jobless. She resigned from her previous company and took few months to rest while looking for other new job. No body not surprise with what had happened in that period, can you believe that a car came to her when she was jobless? What I mean here is her loan approved eventhough she was not working for almost 1 year. She was not serious to have that car but we don't know how's the agent did and the car suddenly been drove to the front of her house and the car then belongs to her. Of course the agent did everything coz he wanted commission but yeah that car has really faithed to be hers. Lot of people tried hard to buy something & find the best guarantor but still not approve, have you ever experienced that?

Now another same case happened here. My man had just tried to apply a job in a public listed company few months ago. He had been called for interview and he simply get the job. He has never serious & think much about the job since we had started our own business and business running half way at the moment. Beautiful things keep coming in. Guess what, he confirmed get the job with 5 figure basic salary (eventhough he still said that he has the smallest salary among all staff in the same level, sabar la ba k don't be too greedy) + house to stay + car + monthly air ticket back to KK + medical + allowances + yearly bonus + commission + good position + power + good & low profile bosses ect. What else not included? It's crazy. Everyone knew that people all over Malaysia would applied the vacancy but he is the one who get it. He never pushed or hoping but things faithed to be him and I feel proud. I'm glad that I have accepted him before he get all these offers. Money is not everything but to have a good career & able to provide stable life for family is a part of guy's ego. I just wish that everything is alright & he will have weekend and holiday once start working.

When a man are having his 1st baby, his luck (rezeki) will better than before because god had set expenses for the little him/her (baby) with the condition, that man must loyal & love to his wife and family.

I get this tips from the respected Mr. Shan and ever heard many people said this too. A good tips for young people who going to get marry. ;) I believe in this tips, with what my man & me getting now.

I had passed my 1st trimester actually & I'm holding a soccer ball on my tummy now. xoxo.. It brings blessing to us and we really thank god for it.

Be good to others.

I might not a good person, I seldom go to worship place to pray, but I always try to be good to others, and always thanks to god. I've ever asked few persons, other than saving, what will they do if they have extra money. Enjoy the money or helping others? I was surprised that ALL OF THEM answered me that they will enjoy the money. Today's people are more shellfish. It's up to them anyway, as long as I'm not. :) but I believe that our life will be good when we are not shellfish. We just have to protect ourselve coz yeah some people might take advantage on us. I didn't know why I've chosen & prefer to help others. I'm not rich but I'm happy helping others. As long as I still have money to eat, I don't mind if that person pretending forgoten to pay me back, I'm considering I've done a charity.

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This is only my personal view anyway based on what had happen on me. I believe that I'm personally really lucky compare to lot of people out there. Especially when I saw a husband and a pregnant woman holding other 3 more small kids, became passengers in a crowded mini bus. I always saw that & really feel sorry. Can you imagine if you were in their life? They can leave in that hardship while we still not satisfied with what we have at the moment. I just believe that I'm really lucky, thank god.

COMPLICATED FEELING

I'm still keep on asking myself, is this what I really want?

I never told people regarding the place I'm staying before. Afterall I don't like to talk bad about my own love one or my family, no matter what they are someone always related to me. Talking bad about them is only making myself more embarrassing.

I'd stayed with my sister and her family. Honestly this is the first time I would tell people that I actually never feel home staying there, but I'd spend more than 4 years staying with them. Still wanna say thank you for my sis & my in law provided a room for me, eventhough I'd prefered to stay outside. Well that's my real feeling, I never tell anyone until today but maybe that is normal feeling for a single person staying with someone who has family. It just the right time for me to move out since my nieces getting bigger. Just imagine that, the house has 3 rooms. 1 room for me sharing with 1 of my unmarried sister, 1 room for cupboards (store) and maid, and another big room fit my sis's 1 whole family. 6 person in one big room you get that? The oldest of my niece in that house is in primary 6 at the moment and going to secondary school next year. Aren't them need to have a separate room?

Yesterday, I officially moved out from that house. It's time for me to move since I already someone's wife. I packed my things happily and I was excited, until my unmarried sis came in. She stared at me for quite a while without saying any single words. She was speechless but her face was telling me thousand of lonely & sad words. My feeling changed. I didn't move very far from them, for sure we still can meet anytime but it's a totally different feeling there, different from sending a family member to study oversea. Indeed. Really really an un-explainable hard feeling. Guys who getting married might not feel this I think, I'm not sure about other ladies but for me, we really feel that way and it's hard.

A pillow that had accompanied me since I was a student 10 years ago from Taiping - Kelana Jaya - KK til now. Move with me my lovy pillow..

Moved in to the new place safely, single bed to queen size bed, boleh lah kampung-kampung.. I slept with my love one next to me but I didn't slept well and I cried for the whole night thinking of my sis expression on me yesterday evening. I know she is getting lonely & desparate to move out too. I'm sad but I hope both of us can adopt and use to it soon.

Woke up this morning, dressed up is different mirror before I came to work. It still weird for me.

I don't know how long will I stay here anyway. I don't know what other changes will happen on me. I'm not sure how will I feel tonight and the following days. At the moment I still feel sad. I become greedy and I want everyone I love around me. Can that be?

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Sigh..

JUST A SIMPLE 1

Just done a very simple small ceremony requested by my mum during last holiday, something like sending dowry. Only within my family & guy's side. Thanks for those who spend time to come especially to my own siblings, their kids & a friend for supporting, helping cooking & prepared things. As I said I just prefer simple & don't want to make others feel difficult. Even my brother felt guilty he unable to come back. Nothing else I need actually other than blessing & understanding from every of my family members, that's it. The following journey after this is far more important.

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Ignore the background, I know it's messy.

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Different culture different family will request different things. For my family, especially my mum had requested:

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- 2 different types of cottons

- 2 packs of sweet

- 2 packs of red dates

- 2 stem of sugarcane

- 2 kg of pork

- 1 pair of live chicken

- 2 bottles of honey

- 2 bottles of, suppose to be lihing but been changed to sparkling juice

- cakes

- 20 boxes of cake for distribution

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Nothing much here, lucky that my family didn't request thing like buffalos or set of gong. The only not-so-logic-thing here you can see is the 20 boxes of cake. What to do, just full fill what had been requested, we sent & distribute the cakes to our relatives after the ceremony.

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For my dad request, he didn't request anything including any cash of 'Berian'. Yes, none. Our marriage signing is enough for him, he just wished us to be happy ever after & have a good life.

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The above cake has the most fans on that day. ^_^ Thanks for the home made baker accepted my order, it was seriously hard for me to look for home made cake during that time around. It was school holiday & wedding season. I'd ordered it from Atiqah Kitchen.