Thursday, April 30, 2009

3 Things..

Three things in life that, once gone, never come back

Three things in life that may never be lost

Three things in life that are most valuable

Three things in life that are never certain

Three things that make a man/woman

Three things in life that can destroy a man/woman

Three things in life that, once lost, hard to build-up

Three things in life that never fail
True Love

*photo taken from, not taken by myself..

Tuesday, April 28, 2009


“I’m resigning..”
“U don’t have to do that.”
“I’ll b transfer to KL.”
“I’ll submit my resignation letter tomorrow, I don’t 1 2 b transfer..”
“then what’re u going to do?”
“ I don’t know.. worst to worst I’ll go back kampung.”
“I’ll b jobless, but please don’t leave me..”

I’ve together with him since past 4 years, n now I’ve to spend and go through my life alone.. I’m so lonely.. & both of us don’t know how long we going 2 b in this way.. I feel hard..

“don’t worry, I don’t feel sad at all. May b I’d set what to do in my mind..”

I feel sad more than him.. he didn’t show it but I understand how he feels in the 1st place. I can imagine if I’m in his situation. Luckily he is ok now.. But we are going to b separate & I’m going to b alone.. for me, a company should not hire staff if they 1 2 ask their staff to resign later. Being transfer is another thing, but the important here ever happened is, some people should really control their words come out from their mouth. Criticize & suggesting to make the organization has a better system is good but shouldn’t speak out or do something that able to tutup periuk nasi orang. No one is perfect even you and me. (I don’t know what I’m saying but adalah tu..)

For him, I will say “I’ll always support u whatever it is.. I’ll b so lonely here but I’ll not stop u to do anything you want. I’m happy to see you more and more happy from day to day.. I know you already saw the brightness, just b strong and b passion.. Thanks for everything, you’ve done so much for me & supported me all this while. I’ll not ask you for more but I’ll support u if that’s your choice to back for good. I saw the brightness too ;) & I’ll wait for u here.. Just take care & do look after your parents & your family.. enjoy..”

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Just wanna share..

Just wanna share something with you guys..

I know most of you have your own car, seldom and may b some of u even never go every way by public transport or bus.. Me, someone who are only a lower standard person, going to every where in kk by bus all the time. Here my story is..

Yesterday evening, I went back home after work together with my colleague Henry (people called him Henry Kicik coz of his small size of body, and he is my neighbor). We came out from office around 5.30pm. Reached the bus stop and waited for the bus. 6.15pm, yeah.. there is one bus to Kepayan coming. We stopped the bus but

DAMN IT THE BUS WON’T STOP! The bus is not full!! Why are they don’t want to stop to let people lodge! I used to wait for a bus more than 1 hour; I used to stand in the bus from kk till Kepayan or otherwise; but I really feel mad with this, I stopped the bus and the bus won’t stop even though the driver saw us! What the Fuck!!

6.40pm, another bus coming. And I reach home 7.10pm. standing all along the way from kk to Kepayan but luckily i don't have to b like this..

To the transportation company: I understand you unable to close down your business because of some regulation.. but you can hand over your business to other people if you have such suck service. Else, do your business and provide good service to other people sincerely from your heart. Please fire such irresponsible driver in your company. I know this is not the 1st case, there are people complaints about it to your office before, there are people complaints to media before, but your company has no improvement but getting worst. When you provide bad service, people hate to lodge your bus, then people will buy their own car and no more people want to go everywhere by your bus, and your business will go down and down. Look at other country like Japan or Singapore. People there are rich, they can have their own car anytime but people there still prefer to go everywhere by public transport, coz they want to avoid traffic jam and their public transport provide better service..

And the public transport here, hmm.. it seems not much different with the public transport in Indonesia, kereta sapu.. And, I will face this again for few more years coz I still unable to have my own car due to my financial.. I’m not the one who, like other people who have their family or boyfriend to support their financial. I have to get everything by my own money.. Understand? poor me.. But I’m sure one day I’ll get what I want.

*photo picked from email.

Friday, April 24, 2009

It's All About My Work Today

It all about my work today..
Geli hati with something, here it goes..

“Hello, Is this XXX Sdn Bhd?”
“Yes.. “
“I’m calling from YYY Sdn Bhd. I’m going to fax …… document, who should I attention to?”
“Just attention to Mr. Wong.”
“ok.. your fax number?”
(I called there for the 1st time that’s y I don’t know their fax number)
“ok thanks.. I’ll fax over some document shortly.”
“err.. you’re calling from…?”
“oh, we are contractor.. YYY Sdn Bhd.”
“who’s on the line please?”
“I’m Wisiah here.”
“Wisiah? Wisiah Ng?”
(who this person know my full name?)
(LAUGHING…) “oh, it’s me.. Siew Wan.. I’d realize your voice since the beginning but don’t dare to ask u.. oh, I can’t believe it..”

Then both of us laughing and start to talk about our life through that phone call..

Hahahaha… the world is so small.. tak sangka.. at this time around, we are so serious doing our work, I still able to bump with my childhood friend just that simple.. she is my childhood friend, my primary & secondary classmate, my neighbor and her mum is my mum’s best buddy too (rapat pasal pinang sama bunga ja ni).. we used to play together, I went to her house; she came to my house, did homework together, played together, ever cook together, been scold together when we were naughty,.. After SPM, she studied in UMS Labuan and I studied in PJ. She then worked in kk and engaged with a Chinese guy past 3 years if I’m not mistaken. She then busy with her own life & work, so do I and she changed her hp number without informed me.. Then we lost contact for some times & now we get back each other.. Feel amused & funny..

I saw our office camera just on my table, so i'd snap few photo of me.. :p

And here, I would like to compliment one of our supplier. I’d faxed some info to them for quoting us the price for some goods. May b u also don’t believe it, or may b it’s normal for u.. up to u but for me, bravo to this supplier.. They’d replied my fax (quoted me the price) within 3 minutes! Really it was in 3 minutes! It’s not only 1 item u know but a lot of different items.. I’d just turn back to my sit, print 2 pages of document, ready to call them to ask whether they’d received my fax or not, then a fax coming in.. Thanks for Mr. Christ.. you are my life savior for today..

1st Blog.. Oh Yeah..

This is my first blog, just wanna say Hi and thanks for reading to the readers. My blog has nothing yet at the moment, still cracking my head to get idea to write something. Different person has different interest, but I’ll do my best to make it interesting as possible as I can. It might be all about my life, my experience, my hobby, photos, current issue, current events, some meaningful quotes, something interesting and unique out there.

Simple intro about me, I’m a real sabahan who doesn’t like to talk much but can write much even though it’s not very powerful words. Some people said I’m mysterious, I only show my real feeling & talk everything to a person who I really close & trust with. I enjoy learning new things and enjoy challenges.. I’m the 1 who loves kg life or just sitting at the beach relaxing rather than going out to night party all the time. Boring me? It’s up to u.. Of coz I went party once in a blue moon and I enjoy it, coz I love music & dancing but I’m more prefer some healthy activities. May b my mood & interest going out to night club had passed. People said I’m innocent. Am I? hehehe.. Those people had been cheated by my outlook, only people who close with me know it.. Yeah I can b innocent, I always try to do good things & b supportive to other people, at the same time I can b an evil.. no one really knows perfectly what’s I’ve ever really done and who am I, as they said, I’m mysterious. I think a lot (that’s y I set up a blog to write it down), stubborn enough, think positive & always do my best to raise my standard in everything coz I want to b success. I like decoration, unique things, travel, food ect. I enjoy my life & I have goals for my life, basically I wish 2 have a house and have my own happy and peaceful family. I’m still in my way to know & find more about myself anyway..
My blog is still empty & unmanaged, will update & upgrade my blog from time to time.. & below is the first photo I upload here, been taken today..

Photo of the day..