A VICTIM

Eventhough the public transport in KK is suck, I still depending on public transport at the moment. I usually will go anywhere by bus but I'd been advised to take a taxi if the bus is full of passengers & no more empty seat. Its not safe for me to stand on the bus & I realize that normally most of the bus passengers in kk, they don't understand or may be they didn't see or they don't bother about this kind of sign board.

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Pregnant women or senior citizen are always transperent to them. Seriously.

Yes, always happened that nobody wanted to free a seat for me. I'm not saying that I'm angry on those people not reserved a seat for me, but I started to have a bad perception & feeling like the world is getting more & more shellfish. I feel the most pity for those senior citizens. Just imagine if the senior citizen is our own parents, not been given a seat in a bus packed with lot of people while they are not strong enough to stand steadily, doesn't that cruel?

Taxi in KK is the most sucking blood public transportation. I always took a taxi to everywhere (if I was rushing) when I was in KL before but never in KK. Guess what, the taxi fair from Terminal 2 Airasia Airport to KK city will cost you RM15 - RM20 per way! Hey I can go back to my hometown (KK - Ranau) 2 hours journey by taxi with the same price. I don't understand why taxi in Sabah has no meter. If there is a meter, distance from Airasia Airport to KK city will not even RM8! I'm sure.

Now, I have no choice. I have started to take taxi since last month, pretending I'm rich when the bus was full of passenger or heavy rain in the evening. But then, I became 1 of the victim.

1. One evening, it was raining then I took a taxi went back home. Sat in the taxi and realized it was still like 10 years ago no taxi meter. When I arrived home I asked the taxi driver how much, he answered me, "RM15."

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2. Another evening, it was raining heavily, flood was almost everywhere and the road was really jam. When I arrived home I asked the taxi driver how much to pay, he answered me, "RM18." I paid him RM18 coz yeah it's really bad weather condition but as I said, I can go back to my hometown (approximately >100KM) with RM18.

3. One evening again, I was bit late came out from office. I missed the bus and thick clouds was coming. I took a taxi which the driver drove the taxi like a bull & I asked how much to pay when I reach home, the taxi driver answered me, "cincai lah.. RM12 saja."

4. One morning, the bus was full with passengers & I might be late to reach office if I followed the next bus. I took a taxi & when I reach office, I just handed over RM12 without asking the driver. The taxi driver return me the RM2 and he only took RM10.

WTF. Different taxi different price? I was not satisfied and I'd questioned one of the lady who staying same area with me, she answered me "normally it's RM10 with taxi". Oh man.. How dear those taxi's. I know it's hard for them to earn money but the more we greedy, at the end we will get nothing okay. No wonder the taxi in KK still the same like 10 years ago, still susah cari makan. Even a local been taken advantage, what else if a foreigner. Who else want to follow you? Rich people have their own car or driver while poor fellow like me are not always afford to take a taxi.

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"Teksi Bermeter" sign is on every taxi you saw on the road but none of the taxi in KK has a single taxi meter in it.

It's going to rain again this evening. I just wish the taxi's in KK will be fix a taxi meter in it ASAP.

AWIMAWE

Aaahh.. Tired.. Tired..

Been busy & stucked with lot of things for the whole day today but found this from FB, it makes my day in the end, Isaac the 1 who shared it there. Just have a look, it's funny.
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Happy music but I hope my future kids are not like them next time. LOL.

JUST A TOUGHT

Someone has forwarded me this message, just have a tought on it..

Money can buy a house, but not home.

Money can buy a watch, but not time.

Money can buy a bed, but not sleep well.

Money can buy book, but not knowledge.

Money can buy medical, but not a good health.

Money can buy rank, but not respect.

Money can buy blood, but not life.

Money can buy sex, but not love.

Money is important, but it's not everything.

Love is something

Money is one thing.

Attitude is another thing,

Happiness is EVERYTHING.

Enjoy Life for the fullest, so that you have nothing to regret when you are getting older. ;)

SILLY THING BECOME HISTORY

I'd just changed my new purse last few days and this..

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will be become of the history in my life.

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Ok yeah I know Milk Teddy bear is childish. I still remember I bought it with the price of RM16.90 and I'd been using it since I was a student until last few days. It's about 9 years!

Only a small damage / ripped off but I did realize it's not that suit & look unmature for a working woman to bring a teddy bear thingy. Honestly I feel hard to throw it away. Because it has been together with me for so long time and go through my poorest moment in my life.

WHAT ELSE U WANT?

When I read THIS from Stella Matilda's blog, same thing happen to me.

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I don't know, there is some people who don't feel pleasure when they saw us success or happy and will do anything to destroy our happiness.

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This is my life. I'm happy with my life eventhough I'm struggle & have no love one accompany & next to me with my current condition. I'm going to deliver alone here in few months time. Of course this is the time that I need him most but both of us understand we have to be apart & we have to face it. He has to full fill his responsibility in somewhere else but we want our future kids become a Sabahan.

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Some bastarts, I don't know what's more they want to see. More struggle life on us? Should I inform everything & update every single status in my fb? I don't mind & can ignore what they want to say, but not saying something untrue & making my family stress. That was more than busy body ok, that's trying to add more seasoning in a story to stabbed us down. Why don't ask or talk directly to us. We might not a good example, we are not perfect & we had made mistakes but we rectified it one by one.

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Just want to say that,

"Congratulation Bastart, so far you have successfully influenced & let the whole world believe your words but it's better if you can go get a life instead of trying to make other people miserable. Our life is none of your business & we never disturb your life. Go mirror yourself & look after your own family before trying to busy body with other people's life. & stop assuming & pretending you know everything about us. You know nothing & you will get nothing. & once again, stop making my family feel stress."

I'M FAT

Preferable to read other's blog rather than update my own blog this time around. I actually ready to post regarding the award given by Nancy unfortunately it's not ready yet & changed my mind to post another topic.

Will it look like this?

This might be the first post for the 'to-be-mummy-post', xoxo.. I don't like to show off for this things. Yeah you can see some people are really excited for their pregnancy especially the 1st one, I'm excited too but I try to control & only show the excitement to my hubby. Well when we acting too much, sometimes we don't aware that we actually had let some people around us jelouse, offended or feel down. For an example when you see a couple keep on sending love comment in fb among themselve publicly which every friends in their fb can read. It's none of our business, sometimes we ignored it, sometimes we feel fun to read it but sometimes we will feel disgusting. Have you ever imagine those people who are still single read it? Of course they will feel jelouse & down. ok that is an example for couple, how about pregnancy? When you keep on telling (ok i know some mummy just can't control it, I'm not offended anyone here) people about your baby in your tummy, have you ever think what will those people who had-married-but-no-child will think? It's sad & jelouse. I really feel sorry, only within this year, I'd knew two of my married lady friends had their miscarriage. I'm sad to know that & I'm not suppose to brag in front of them. Just pray for them to get 1 ASAP & wish for their good health.
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Since this is my 1st pregnancy, I just need more tips & share some of my 1st experience. I know it's normal for a pregnant woman (huh I'm a woman? LOL I don't believe.) but this is 1st time for me. I have no idea in a lot of things and I don't know how to deliver. 1 tips that I get from my friend, she just advised me that don't show off that I'm pregnant especially in my 1st trimester. Yes I'd passed that & thank god I know that I'm healthy so far. & she adviced me that don't buy any baby stuff in the early stage of pregnancy, just save money until it's nearly to deliver. May be she is true in some view & I'd followed that.

My friends doing some online business selling baby stuffs based in KK. Anyone interested just click on the link & do add her into your fb friend list. ;) See, I never buy one from them but I'm helping them to promote. I actually interested to buy but their stock are always damn fast selling, it's cheaper compare to the price outside but some people advised me that don't buy too much clothes for baby coz they are growing fast! I actually haven't bought anything yet.

1. I might move but don't know yet where & I don't want to get headache on how-to-bring-so-many-stuff later.

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2. I really don't know what to buy & prepare.

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3. When I asked opinion from my sis, she just answered me "Don't buy anything, we have everything for baby here." o_O Thanks anyway, my sis even packed all her x-pregnant dress for me too.
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4. Common question from EVERY1, "Have you scanned? Boy or girl?" and most funny, those who knew my hubby has twin will asked excitingly "IS IT TWIN??"

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LOL.
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OK the answer is, I've scanned it and yes it's twin. LOL.. ok I'm just kidding. It's not twin (unless if the clinic make mistake) eventhough the dady has twin. It's very small posibility for us to get twin. Only our grandchild has the posibility to get twin. So what's in my tummy now? Actually we also don't know yet. The baby is shy & he/she has covered his/her private part with his/her leg. xoxo.. Tau juga malu rupanya.. We actually don't mind whether it's girl or boy as long as we know that he/she is healthy, clever & have heart. ^_^ & we will just try to buy unisex baby stuff, try to avoid pinky2 or brutal2 design so that 2nd baby still can use it no matter what gender.

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One of my aunt recomended the above cream to me when I was still a student practical under her. I still remeber it and this cream is actually for stretchmark. ;) I don't know, according to my aunt it's good & I'm using it. Yeah apply it since pregnant until after deliver. According to the sales girl in the BodyShop, for those who has stretchmark on thigh or any part of skin, can apply this cream too.

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Every morning I'm complaining that I don't know what to wear to work. My hubby bought a shirt for me to wear on Saturday to work.

Guess what, it's 'M' size shirt.. for pregnant? xoxo..

I just told him that I only can wear it for 1 week then I have to keep it until after I deliver.
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He just said, "No it's strechable, it follows ur body shape & it's sexy." o_o

LOL. ok lah pregnant pun mesti mo sexy.. If the nurses in clinic saw this, then sure they will comment to wear a bigger size of clothes. LOL. It's not SEXY OR NOT SEXY, it's for the tummy to grow. Thanks anyway. I like it & I know I still can wear it regularly even after I deliver.

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Maybe these are some of my mistakes & careless. I angry to myself sometimes & hate these things happened on me during my pregnancy.

1. I didn't aware of what food I should take during pregnancy in the 1st place, I ate sushi regularly before. Once or twice a month. Damn regret on this but since I knew that I'm not suppose to eat raw meat, I stop it.

2. Both my legs cramp every morning & I'd ever totally fell down in my bedroom because of unable to stand properly. I just felt that my leg was more painful than my other part of body at that moment but thank god nothing unwanted things happen until now. And now I get to know that it's because I'm lack of calcium.
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Nothing is more important than look after my food at the moment.

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Changes on me at the moment..

1. My leg getting swollen.

2. Hungry most of the time but so far I have no specific food that I'm craving for.

3. I'm getting bigger & tired easily.

4. My normal weight before I pregnant was around 52 - 53kg (ok yeah I know I'm an elephant). At the moment my weight is only 59kg, I'm getting worry because my previous month was 59kg too.

5. I always confident & under estimate that my body is just like normal but when I went through any narrow space, it's either my tummy or my butt will bumb one of the side.

6. Finger cross. I love this I tell you. - something is moving actively everyday in my tummy. I'd told my hubby that I wish to be in this way, don't want to deliver because delivering is hurting. In this way, I can always feel it moves, no hurts & don't need to take care a small child. xoxo.. Of course my hubby said it's not fair for him coz he didn't feel anything. Everytime he put his hand on my tummy, we don't know why things inside will only be quite & never moves, that is why he never feel anything. LOL. Ladies out there, get married faster & get pregnant faster, it's nice & sometimes funny to feel it.

Hubby: "Kicking? He will be a great football player in the future just like me."

LOL. Mentang-mentang lah x-state players.

Me: "Football? How if it's a girl?"

Hubby: "It's ok, then she will be a great dentist."

Dentist? I have no idea why dentist. I prefer them to be a language stranslator. xoxo.. What a setting & dreaming.